Nobody would like to suffer, I think. Only when the suffering is over, I found it precious and meaningful when respecting. Is life full of suffering? If I'm attached to what happiness and success I want in my life, I'm meant to be suffering. Because life has its own direction of development. The thirteen months that I spent with J grew so many fruits for us. Two persons who were born at different sides of the earth could meet together, know each other and fall in love, at their beautiful ages, that is already the favor from God beyond compare.